Accessories I love but could never wear

I will add this necklace to the long list of things I love but don't own and am very hesitant about buying or spending much money on. Also on the list, long, floor length dresses that are made out of silk or cotton and can't be worn with a bra, headpieces, full length, thigh-high knit socks and the rest is TBA as i remember more and more things.




Also I am glad its the weekend, I think I am tired and have been fucking up at work today as a result. I applied to blog at TIFF with CBC so I hope they like me and decide to have me as a blogger. It gives me something to do with my new-found life in Toronto.

On a side note, I do miss Hendricks, my friends in MTL and living with my EX. It was time but it was by no means all a bad thing. Adjustment is hard and I am not going back to school, home living with my parents for awhile with nothing to look forward to travel wise because I am trying to save money. I have been thinking about getting an extra bartending job just to make some extra cash and keep me busy from spending money on the weekends. Thoughts?

Real Talk

This week we finally had a ladies night in Toronto. It was long overdue. The ladies busted open a very feminine array of bottles, including Pabst Blue Ribbon, Cava bubbly and some lower end white wine. CLASS ACT my friends.

As the afternoon progressed and we continued to drink, smoke and get foul, the topic of a ladies "special" smell came up. We all confided in each other that guys had said we smelled good. But, the thing that throws me is that WE WERE ALL TOLD THAT. How is that possible? Now I like to think that the company I keep is a reflection of my own judgment on my personal moral choices now a days.

That being the case, I don't do a box smell test when I make friends. So I have concluded that either someone is lying, whether it be the girls or the guys we are sleeping with. Now I understand where the hang-ups about smells come from in the first place, because I find it highly unlikely that we all smell like roses or bacon or what have you that smells good, down there. Just throwing it out there ladies, I'm a little confused. Either I subconsciously picked a great smelly group of friends or guys are full of shit. I like to think my taste is flawless, so i will go with option number one.

shoe withdrawl

its been a whole seven months and twenty three days since I have purchase a brand new pair of shoes. My Ex and mother have taken pity on me and given me shows in the past year. But the whole point was not to buy any new shoes because I think I have a serious problem. So. Its been seven months, only five more to go. And even after this insanity is over, I will not buy anymore running shoes for at least TWO years.

but it doesn't mean a girl can't dream.

Rainy Weekend

Started a new job this week at a company called Yangaroo. I like it so far and I get to work on their blog as well as mine so watch out blogospere.

Moving home to Toronto has been a huge change, but hopefully for the best. I am not sure yet, I will let you know in a few weeks if I have spontaneously combusted from too many changes all at once.

Got really unbelievable trashed on Saturday. I think its time to take a small break from drinking, my life is crazy enough as it is, it doesn't need to have drunk crazies thrown into it as well. Sometimes its okay to just drink water ya know?

Good to see my friends in Toronto though I am shying away for a bit until my head is on a little straighter. They don't need to deal with my insanity anymore than I want to deal with it. I think I am going to have to throw up some new tattoos as soon as I get some cash money. Ideas?




I want one of these.